i guess there is a reason for everything.

i don’t know why you are alone here. i know you better than anyone does, and you don’t deserve this.

one day. one day you will be there, watching the waves of the ocean fall over eachother, and you will not be aware of anything else. you will be dreaming that the water takes you under and brings you back up again. you will be dreaming. because dreamers like you, carry the world with your imagination. because dreamers like you, don’t know how to stop dreaming, or stop trying, or stop creating worlds like this one. and you will be watching the ocean. and you will see the diamonds. and they will reflect the blue skies, and your green eyes. and then… then it will happen. then you will be taken off guard by love. it will come. it will come and sweep you off your feet. it will come and pull you under. it will be greater than your dreams. because i wish for you more than you could ever dream.

because i love you.

my beautiful baby.