who knew.

i should have let him go.
but it’s all his fault i can’t forget.
form a little plan it’s sure to fall through.
maybe tell him “i’m in love with you.”
drown myself in things to do.
i just want to leave before he gets to.

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alyssa! anywhere but the fucking disco.

if i remember correctly.
i forgot everything about it.
and i’m holding onto a moment that doesn’t exist anymore.
and i’m dancing to a beat that isn’t there.
and i’m singing this lyric that was never written for me.
it was written for someone else.
someone who knew you a little bit better.
because i never knew you at all.
i give a song [...]

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flipping the bird.

lets.
bring this one on again.
open your head to thoughts of this girl.
i wonder how long it would take us to walk around the world?
i think an eternity would flash by in a second, if i was with you.
because you were the only one i thought i knew.
and you might have guessed it.
we would have made [...]

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don’t waste your life wasted.

i wasted two hours of my life reading the newspaper today. it was strange. it made me feel like i was out of touch. i haven’t read the newspaper in probably, ever.
i didn’t realize that 1/3 of our nation was really that obese. it’s an epidemic. so now i am going to make sure that [...]

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importance is meaningless.

i made fool-proof brownies and fucked them up last night.
i said i stopped smoking, but had a cigarette tonight.
my hair still smells like smoke.
i listen to music so that i don’t have to listen to myself.
i write in rhyme and mystery so that even i don’t have to know what i am really saying.
i pretend [...]

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