In third grade every student was given a pine tree to plant on earth day. I was not. I often wonder what the world would be like now, had I gotten to plant that tree.

I don’t really care about environment issues, or war issues, or Africa issues - Though I read a book about AIDS that inspired me to donate 300 dollars to the cause, I also watched the Academy Awards this year, so I feel caught up on the green campaign.

I think that adults should not hurt children, men should not harm females, and that people should be more like me. These are three important issues that are not given enough attention.

I imagine the only difference between and a man and a boy is a spinal cord.

I’m not really goal oriented or driven. I know that life is too complex to rely on the petty goals that I set. I like to go with “the flow,” you know, “let life happen.” If something good comes along I take it, but this way if it doesn’t happen, I am not let down. i’m waiting for a break, i’m just afraid to break it myself.

I think about cigarettes a lot. I like them, but i am not allowed to smoke them. Smoking kills, i’ve heard… and I would at least like to live to be 30 so that my life can start making sense. I think that’s when life starts to make sense… when you’ve actually seen the world.

i’ve been told that i am an alcoholic… which is a funny fact when you actually know me. i don’t really drink… it’s strange how different you can look to different kinds of people, just by being who you are.

I believe in magic. Probably more than I believe in myself. i’d rather read a book alone, then actually go out and talk to people.

i’m weird. i tried to be normal, it didn’t work out for me.

I like fairies and sparkles and fire and water and food and running and coffee and purple things.

i can’t jump high, i am not tall or especially pretty, i don’t own my own home, and i am not that special. you can read me like a book, but when you are finished, you probably won’t understand what you just read, and why you so badly wanted to waste your time in the first place…

i’ll drop you like a cup of hot water.