there goes my hero.

a boy sang a little hallelujah on his guitar. fingered the strings, he spoke the words so softly. was he bad or good? i can’t tell you now, i couldn’t tell you then. but he played, and he sang. and he was passionate for something. and i saw it in his eyes. eyes like black [...]

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fingernails.

there is a god-awful stench underneath the tiny space of my fingernails. as if i scratched the skin off your back, and took some sort of shit with it. i am not here to gloat, and say that i am better than you. because i know no better than anyone. i just [...]

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move on.

i lit the world with a broken cigarette.
and my cracked eyes reminded you of a holiday.
that you have yet to take.
and a ride on my life would bring you home.
to something real.
and my eyes intimidate.
and you were not in love with me.
you were in love with love.
and everything i couldn’t be.
and we’ll all move on.
we’ll all move on.
lets [...]

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i built my dreams on some solid rock. and here i am falling through like i never knew i could. and that rain, that falls and washes clean, i’ve never seen. have you seen it?
and i was promised a present. and told to ask. and i did and we did, and we [...]

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