like a good old comeback, comes a day late message. why didn’t someone explain it to me sooner?

i like this. i like this alot. what is this? a thrill i can’t comprehend. the ability to not have to think all the time. just be. just be me. alyssa. yeah that’s my name. i almost forgot. being built up so much in my mind, i thought i had to be more, and if i wasn’t, thats failure. right?

i think i understand it now. i think i really know. if only because i am happy. if only because everything became simple. if only because these rose colored glasses are fogging my perfect vision. i like the view from here. it’s nice.

nice. nice nice nicenicneincienciencersegfhkjgbnb. it’s nice.

maybe i am too simple for my own good, but trying to document what happy feelings i have inside of me is hard.  i have nothing to say. 

i run too many miles to count on all my fingers and toes. this marathon took a lot out of me. but i learned that people can put back into you what you lost. thats why i am not the only one in this world. i am not alone.

tomorrow may not look so clear. but today looks perfect. and thats enough for right now.