here i go again.
the sun will come out tomorrow.
cause tomorrow is another day.
the sunshine always rains harder on the lesser man.
so now we are a dying breed.
because the world drives us to insanity.
and then gives chocolate cake to the fat insignificants.
i’ve got something to tell you.
you deserve to know.
i’ve got to move on.
changes are good.
but i am afraid.
i want to take your good arm.
and wrap it around me like a blanket.
do you know what time it is?
time for you to get a life.
a real one.
eat a pound of fruit a day.
drink eight glasses of water.
get off your ass.
caffeine only lasts so long.
before it brings you down.
i remember when i loved you.
but i grew angry.
and dropped you.
like a tin can of hot water.
get up my lifeless unhappy fuck.
get up and kiss my mouth.
i can only see you naked.
cause thats all your good for.

i want to dance on a hardened lake of salt water hopelessly waiting for a man with rainbow eyes to take me to his imaginary life. beyond the yellow brick highway. make me his wife. and die. and i could steal all his fools gold.

if i did drugs maybe you’d understand me a little bit more.

we relate, you and i. we relate because we find pleasure in the notion that if we were the last two people on earth, we still wouldn’t deserve each other.

lets play safe in pretend.
pretend that we could be happy.
as long as we are not together.

here i go again.