Why Men Love Bitches.

how can a book be a bestseller when it’s obviously the stupidest concept ever conceived?
how to become a bitch. how to change who you are to attract those that wouldn’t love you otherwise. how to be miserable. how to really hate who you are.
i don’t know if the word i’m looking for is [...]

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dear god.

i used to pray to god everynight.
“dear god, please help me to have a good night sleep, with no bad dreams, and keep me safe through the night. i pray that no robbers come and my whole family is happy. i love you. amen.”
i remember this like it was yesterday, because frankly [...]

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i’m alright…

…it only hurts when i breathe.
sometimes i have things to write. things i’m passionate about. things that are on my mind. things that make me angry. things that rhyme… today there is so much on my mind. i’d love to write. i’d love to know what to say. but i’m at a loss. i have [...]

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one headlight.

come on try a little. nothing is forever. there’s got to be something better than in the middle.
and there i go. crying. everytime i see you.
is that me? or is it you. are my tears from you?
or a reaction of everything you are. to me.
i love you like the day i woke up and [...]

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we wonder why we’re here not there.

one of the best compliments of my life ended with a negative one that sent me straight back to hating myself.
“when you’re 24 or 25, you’re going to be quite the catch.”
“what am i not the catch now?”
“no, absolutely not.”
i’ll probably never be in love.
——————-
i kind of wish i had the benefits of parents who [...]

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vault.

my best friend is going to be engaged soon. i would love for her boyfriend to tell me when it’s going to happen, so i can figure out my living situation. but he’s pretty afraid i’ll tell her.
i will.
i just don’t really keep secrets. i guess it’s a flaw. [...]

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Rescue Me.

“I don’t know how to write on anything when you just tell me to write. You need to give me a topic. If you say write, I’ll do it, but you’ll end up getting some short poem about a broken heart.”
-Rosey
Twenty years ago. I was two. It was my golden birthday. I got [...]

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lucky.

i keep a rabbit’s foot hanging from the mirror in my car. it’s on the passenger side, so sometimes for no reason, i finger the dead foot with my right hand, and i feel better. i don’t feel better because i believe in the foot. i don’t believe in luck. it’s not real. [...]

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christina.

she might have born too soon. she might have wondered what that even means.  had there been less time to touch her and more times learning on older girls. she might have been saved.  she might have stayed happy.  but things change when life is thrown at you. things change, and you begin to feel [...]

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imdb: memorable quotes

untitled film.
I once knew a girl. In the years of my youth. With eyes like the summer all beauty and truth. In the morning I fled, left a note and it read: Someday you will be loved.
what’s you’re name, alyssa? can i tell you something? you won’t take this as a pick up line. i [...]

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