i don’t believe anything i write about. just so you know. i’m just a hater.

now that we got that accomplished…

i’m going to the meat market tomorrow night. i can’t wait. 3 dollar you call its. i have an interesting dilemna. lets use a metaphor:

dog problems.

i have a dog. i love this dog.  probably more than anything.  this dog is a husky, my favorite of all dogs, but still bi-polar.  bites me when i stand in front of his food, thinks he owns me, protects me of course, but then walks away when i want to kiss him on the fur.  all independent and shit, but obviously he still needs me to live, without me he doesn’t get food, water and shelter, but he’s all like, “whatever, i’m going to constantly pretend like i don’t need you.”

so yeah, i’m growing tired of him i guess. i love the dog.  like a lot.  more than most things in my life.  but it’s so hard to love something that tells you everyday that it doesn’t want you back, even though you know it does? maybe i only think it knows it does. maybe it doesn’t want me. who knows really. 

so now, my dog has run away from me.  won’t wake me up in the middle of the night just to lick my face anymore.  and it doesn’t help that in this husky’s absence, i’ve met a black lab, golden retriever and a australian shepherd. and they are all the opposite of my husky.  they run up to me. they bring me the fucking frisbee that they want to catch.  i can sit there, not chase them, and they come back.  and it’s nice.  because i’m tired of looking for this husky.  always running away.  always hiding.  always pretending the grass is greener. 

i’m so sick of husky games.  huskies are great ideas, and i’ll always want one.  but seriously, no one should ever own one.  they’ll only break your heart.

if you love something let it go.

“And so I walk the web in search of love
But always seem to end up stuck
I’m finding flaws in everyone.
I’ve reached the point where all I want
Is to sleep around in hopes that I will catch back up
We are parallel lines
We’re running in circles
We’re never meant to cross…

Can you hear me?
Are you listening?
This is the sound of my heart breaking
And I hope it’s entertaining
Cause for me
it’s a bitch…

Was it worth it?
When you slept with him?
Did you get it all out of your system?”

dog problems by the format