what’s your number?

so my computer is overheating on my lap. i have my glasses on, which make me look intelligent, but at the same time, make feel really old. i bought reading glasses from walgreens- i have prescription ones, but they make me look queer- i must be an old grandma.
you know, sometimes [...]

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to bitch is to lose.

i’m supposed to be doing homework right now, but am distracted by ali larter’s whip cream bikini in varsity blues. so i will write here instead.
i visited my brother at work today. he is a bartender at a lovely bar in east dundee. tonight, being a saturday, they got pretty busy. [...]

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beautiful mess.

Sometimes I feel as though I am falling apart. My stomach aches, and my heart hurts. I burst out in tears, but only for a second, and after it’s over, it’s over.
I have always been very honest. I have been honest about how much I hate my life. How selfish I [...]

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emotionally disturbed.

apparently, when trying to protect yourself against public threats by ex-girlfriends, you resort to heavy tactics.
I have never had a boyfriend, so i have never gotten the chance to “bust yo windows out yo car” or “dig my keys into the side of your pretty little, suped-up four-wheel drive” if you know what [...]

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you know, whatev, and yeah okay.

in the car today, while driving down 31 with jace, i had an epiphany. i will tell you what it was in a second, after i tell you what lead to it, first.
the past month, i have not been able to pull myself out of bed in the morning. i’d like to think [...]

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i’m lost without you.

i like to consider myself unlucky. i’d like to say that the world is out to get me. when the going gets tough, it’s just seems to get worse for me. life in general has never been amazing, but then again, i would say that i ruin most things i touch, as [...]

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boys are dumb.

why do boys do what they do to you, baby? please, shaking your confidence, driving you crazy.
you ask them a question, they don’t respond.
you treat them like you would treat anyone, and immediately you have a stage 5 clinger, or worse, a man that completely ignores you.
how can you live your life as [...]

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movies i hate.

i always write my top favorite things. i’d like to write my top worst right now… so that’s what’s going to happen.
Top 7 Worst/Boring Movies I have ever wasted time on.
By Alyssa Sharpe
7. John Tucker Must Die
-I know, it’s not expected to be good- But neither was “Drive Me Crazy” with Adrien Grenier [...]

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dogville.

i just watched this movie… i don’t really know what lead me to do this. but i think i liked it, and hated it, and thought it was okay.
lars von trier creates art that reminds me of say, a man fucking a donkey. after awhile, it’s really not that interesting, it’s [...]

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restraining order.

i will key your car. i’ll take this too far. i want to mess up your face.
get a restraining order for my heart. i’m falling apart. relying on my mind, because i’ve got nothing inside. lock me up.
please do.
don’t disregard the discard. here we are. [...]

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