i like you.

i’ve got these battle scars. bruised legs and arms. i don’t know where they came from. i’ve got some recollection of some words that were spoken, and i’m not too happy with myself.
a delorean would be nice about now.
how do you say what you want to say? how do you feel [...]

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things.

sometimes i like when someone tells me that they have a long tongue. because then, ever so nonchalantly, i stick my own out a little bit, and wow them with how much longer/bigger/way cooler mine is.
i think my taste in music is better than everyone’s. because it changes accordingly.
i used to think [...]

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“i think carnations are making a comeback.”

what comes after that is a post-it note.
i turned in a paper for my english class this past wednesday. turns out, i got a C on it. a 75% percentile. C. yes i did. you might think it’s because i forgot to capitalize everything, but no, i’m pretty good at remembering to do [...]

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a game.

mistook my misdirection.
as hard to get.
my mind is at your mercy.
it’s hard to let. go.
from here it will get harder.
from here we bend the rules.
from here on out we will try. so hard.
not to lose our cool.
there is a game.
money in the win.
but not so fast.
that would be a sin.
play our hands.
but hold some back.
the [...]

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call me hopeless…

currently i am being auctioned off to the highest bidder.
currently i am hungover.
currently i believe in nothing.
because i a currently have nothing.
and together we make nothing.
and i loved you more than you will ever know.
and i didn’t even know what love was.
did you know what it was?
you said it yesterday.
you said, “i’m in love with [...]

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hard knock life.

first i am going to start out by reciting the first dirty joke i ever heard. i figured out what it meant two years after i heard it. i was ten at the time:
“what do you call two lesbians in a closet?”
“oh, i don’t know, what?”
“a liquor cabinet.”
it’s a strange thing trying [...]

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use somebody.

i’m trying to remember what it felt like before i knew what was going on. you know when you’re like 7 and finally understand that things suck. …i think i always knew.
i knew my parent’s didn’t love each other. and i knew that the peach marker was in no way, the right [...]

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come in a little closer.

i was just sitting here. minding my own business. listening to my ipod in the library of my school. i obviously want to be left alone. I HAVE MY IPOD ON. and it’s an obvious “don’t talk to me,” because i don’t have the inear headphones, i am currently sporting big old [...]

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the 7:00 to chicago.

wherever i go. there i’ll be. further seems forever. this is not my mind, but something a little less together. i figured it out. i know why people have relationships.
people have relationships, not because they crave suffocation– i was wrong. people have relationships, not because they want to have sex with fewer [...]

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sometimes i feel like flying.

i wonder what it would be to take this off. my shoes. my shirt. my life. gone. gone like boys when the summer ends. gone like boys when the baby cries. gone like boys.
i’m not saying i want this. because that would be a lie. i’m not [...]

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