i don’t ever give myself enough chances. i do something stupid, i look a certain way, and i believe it becomes so easy to let me go. no one will ever be willing to take the bad in with the good, if it’s me.
it could be that i am just a big ball of insecurity. or maybe there is truth to my track record. either way, i got sick today, and couldn’t articulate my thoughts. and now i’m trying to imagine who could actually like anything i have to offer? i’m a trainwreck.
funny thing is, it’s okay for everyone else to be flawed. but it’s never okay for me, in my eyes.
i watched bridget jones diary today.
“i like you very much. just as you are.”
that would be nice.
Even this pic looks classy in black and white