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we don’t make sense.
we don’t know why.
i saw your face.
i watched you lie.
and only we know.
i made you cry.
i believed in me.
but i couldn’t fly.
this ain’t a race.
it’s your lullaby.

a day late your message came.
how did you create such a perfect escape?
i’m so impressed with your social skills.
i want you to die so they put up red tape.
i am feeling right now, that you’ll fuck with my head.
i want you to stop. so i’ll lay in my bed.
and dream you away.
is that all you can say?
my god.

bury my failures in a dramatic event.
cover your eyes, you can’t even begin,
to see what was done.
and how my world was done in.
you think i care about you anymore?
i killed you long before they found a cure.
my mind is heavy.
rich in thought.
look at the time your money bought.
i got over you-
to your dismay.

get the fuck over this.
today.

you’re breath is failing.
it’s not about to turn me on.

can you feel the letters rolling off your tongue?
they don’t.
make.
sense.
now.
now stop. enjoy my company for one more day.
i’m about to go away.
and memories fade like silence speaks.
catch me?
you will remember me forever. and that is your greatest mistake.
mistook this for something less.
then i was.
i’m alive.
and well.
not yours.
my own.

and you thought i was easy.

i am falling. and you can’t catch me.
this time. this time its for real.
because you are figured.
go figure.

now i am here in the middle of two ordinaries.
adding more options just to make this more fun.
falling…
on the floor in pain, because i can’t.
take it.
anymore.

i am sick of being alone. but sick of all the options.
as ordinary as the options are.
i don’t want to run away.
i don’t want to stay behind.
i need you gone.
lets. be. friends.

i could tell you about the ones i’ve loved.
and then the stories about the ones i’ve liked.
i could tell you many things of broken hearts and the mysterious pain that i can cause.
that alters minds, and warps ideas on love.
love. i lie.
i lie.
liar.

i can make you believe in me.
you’re too young. honey.
all i did was smile.

i don’t believe in love.

and if you believe that.
you are not as intelligent as i thought you were.
but i never… thought you were.

i can tell you more about life that i’ve seen, then you can tell me about life you’ve yet to accomplish.
you stop. you wonder.
that didn’t make much sense.
but babydoll. i know a little bit more than you.

lets go for a walk.
it’s no big deal.
i’ll teach you something.

there’s nothing more to learn from you.